Oh my shitting god. Can you believe it, I'm finally happy (whilst at the same time pretty broken). After a meeting with the director (and kicking off Breed stylie) I have been placed in an orphanage and I couldn't be happier. You wouldn't believe how wonderful these kids are. They are picked up from the streets, from all sorts of troubled backgrounds but are the happiest little kids I have ever met. It is massively humbling.
I pretty much love them all and want to take most of them home. I think about everything I have and it makes me so sad that I can't share it with them. I'm embarrassed about all the times I've moaned about being skint. These poor little fuckers have absolutely bugger all. They sleep 40 to a room and they shower outside. All the food and clothes they have are donated so some of them are dressed in girls clothes or pyjama's (is that how you spell it?) All they want is to be loved and to have some attention(sounds a bit like me).
Life is so cruel.
Right I'm off to look at pictures of dog's dressed up to cheer myself up.
I pretty much love them all and want to take most of them home. I think about everything I have and it makes me so sad that I can't share it with them. I'm embarrassed about all the times I've moaned about being skint. These poor little fuckers have absolutely bugger all. They sleep 40 to a room and they shower outside. All the food and clothes they have are donated so some of them are dressed in girls clothes or pyjama's (is that how you spell it?) All they want is to be loved and to have some attention(sounds a bit like me).
Life is so cruel.
Right I'm off to look at pictures of dog's dressed up to cheer myself up.
Is it possible to donate to this charity/orphanage rather than some bullshit one stuffed full of admin people and 'fundraisers'?
ReplyDeleteKate, so glad you have found peace at last! But don't stop the blog, it's gripping stuff.
ReplyDeleteWhich orphanage is it & how can we donate?
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