Bullied

So much for my misplaced excitement.  Yesterday was horrendous.  It turns out I am not the kind caring girl that I thought I was.  I went to a special needs school yesterday and it almost broke my heart.  The people in the orphanage are severely mentally handicapped.  I thought they would be children but in fact they are mostly adults.  I am ashamed to say that I am not cut out for it.  If I am totally honest some of the people scared the life out of me.  They kick bite and punch.  I feel ashamed to say that I couldn’t hack it and had to leave.  My thoughts of being like mother Teresa were very short lived. 

I got myself together and then went to another school for after school tuition.  I was told to teach English to 5 little girls.  I thought they were ubber cute in their little uniforms and cute bindis, but it turns out they were little fuckers.  Their English was amazing.  So much so they could articulate that they thought I had very funny eyebrows and that they didn’t really want me to teach them and preferred the other girl.  They then pissed about for an hour and didn’t listen to a word I said.  Is it wrong to think kids are shits??   I cried all the way home in tuk tuk.    Can’t believe I have been bullied by 9 year olds.